I've learn to... 

1) Never be selfish.
2) Treat everyone equally.
3) Ignore all negative comments.
4) Forget the past.
5) Do more good deeds.
6) Be happy. 

  

  

Yes. I've learn all of the above but im sure im not able to always do what i've learn cause i make mistakes. 

Suddenly feeling really emotional and was thinking 'bout how i always throw my temper and how people always give in to me yet i took everything for granted. WHY AM I LIKE THAT!??! 

My dad told me he knew i'm still smoking and let me go ahead with what i want to do at least i study hard, feel like a abandon kid. :( It's like he don't rly care anymore. Mum got me a prada bag for christmas but it seems like she brought it cause she's guilty for leaving me and my sisters all alone in sg while she goes to shanghai and work, thought it's not really her fault. Love my mum, xoxo. :) 

Sometimes... i really don't know how to tell you how i really feel, so i just lied and play along with your reaction.  

 

Call me a liar, call me a spoilt brat. But that's just me, i do things differently from you in case you did not realise that.